Do you have a bestfriend that you tell every little secret, and every little detail?  I bet you might have a bestfriend, but still cant tell everything.  If you can find someone that you can feel connected to, and have no problem telling personal tidbits of your life, and your inner most secrets, you better cherish that friend.  Every inch of that person.  In my fifteen and a half years of life I have not been able to tell anyone anything about my life.  Because doing so makes me crumble on the inside.  I have all these bottled up feelings, thoughts, and memories inside me and no one to share them with.  But that has changed recently.  There was someone who I could tell the thing that has brought me the most pain I have ever felt in my life.  There was someone who cared.  There was someone who listened.  I told those things even though they brought tears to my face.  Lynne.  Thank you for listening, thank you for caring, and thank you for being sensitive and loving.  I say this word of thanks to you.