It was a dark, gloomy day today.  The sky was ominous and grey.  A cool breeze blowing through the air.  I stopped picking some calamanci for my mom, and looked at the dark sky above me.  In all of its depressing appearance, it was a beautiful sight.  I stood there, and smiled, gazing at the Mexican horizon to the south.  Strangely enough, I'm always at my happiest on cloudy days.  It would be even better if i had someone to look at it with.  It was very relaxing too, because I could also smell the ocean air.  It was then first time I smelt it from so far away.  Imperial Beach.  I used to live there, right across the street from the  beach.  Whenever I go back to I.B. so many memories come back to me.  Good and bad.  It's so overwhelming.  Last night and early this morning were some of the best times I've ever had.  I talked to my jiejie for a long time.  :)  I went to sleep at 2AM.  Then I woke up again at 5AM, and talked to my jiejie again.  It was so fun.  Haha, we even played hangman and tic tac toe.  Then it became late for her, so she went to sleep.  A few hours later, we come back to me outside, picking the fruits.  After that I had to trim the plants on the side of the house.  It became even darker outside.  I was still in high spirits, though.  I hoped it would rain.  That is my favorite kind of weather... 

Happy Chinese New Year, to all my chinese friends!  Lynne!

Are you a romantic person?  I am.  But it just seems that most girls I know around where I live just don't seem to understand what it means.  I like all the "typical" things, I guess.  Kissing in the rain, walking on the beach at sunset, taking a stroll at night, or making a nice dinner for your loved one.  I would like to cook for my girl.  And i like to cook if I didn't already mention it.  Now lets face it, i'm the best cook there is.  :-)  I would do those kinds of things for my girl if I had one.  It just seems that most girls are oblivious to all this kind of stuff.  Probably why I want to settle down in China.  I know there is a girl somewhere out there for me, one who would appreciate romanticism.  But there are more romantic things than these.  The most simple thing I can thnk of is just watching a movie, and laying with your girl/guy.  Romantisicm comes in many different forms.  You just have to be able to know and appreciate the guesture that someone is trying to give you.  Music is romantic too.  Lots of music to set the mood and what not.  A kiss on the cheek, a kiss on the forehead, or a passionate kiss on the lips.  So many loving ways to express your love for someone.  So little ways for some people to understand it.  Which is sad really.  I know i'm only 15, you don't have to tell me.  I know most 15 year old guys don't really think about this kind of thing, but I do.  I would try sometimes, but I have a emotionally wounded heart.  Sigh.  Its okay though, but I know that I won't have a girl during highschool, which pains me a little.  When I think about that, I just look at the ground and sigh a long sigh.  I know thre are some people that like romantics out there.  So tell me, what kind of guy/girl are YOU looking for? 

Not much to say about school, actually.  My classes are as follows:  1st period, woodshop.  2nd period, algebra( I have to take this class again because I really slacked off in freshman year ), 3rd period, earth science, ( I need to take this class for the same reason ), and 4th period, is P.E.  I have no problem with that class, reall.  I actually get to talk to people I know, not like in all of my other classes.  In 1st to 3rd, I barely talk to anyone, since i dont have any of my friends in those classes.  And they are all really boring so far.  I keep getting scared that when I start to make things in woodshop, that I might cut off a finger or something, lol.  The only things I really look forward to are, nutrition break, which is right after 1st period, lunch, right after 3rd, P.E., and then coming home so I can talk to Lynne!  :-)  And talk to, Kitty, lilmama, d, lionel, justme, justsomegirl, and everyone else that i cant think of right now, lol.  sorry!  But you know who you are.  My arms really hurt right now, from lifting those weights at the wieght room that one day in pe class.  Well, cya