Are you a romantic person?  I am.  But it just seems that most girls I know around where I live just don't seem to understand what it means.  I like all the "typical" things, I guess.  Kissing in the rain, walking on the beach at sunset, taking a stroll at night, or making a nice dinner for your loved one.  I would like to cook for my girl.  And i like to cook if I didn't already mention it.  Now lets face it, i'm the best cook there is.  :-)  I would do those kinds of things for my girl if I had one.  It just seems that most girls are oblivious to all this kind of stuff.  Probably why I want to settle down in China.  I know there is a girl somewhere out there for me, one who would appreciate romanticism.  But there are more romantic things than these.  The most simple thing I can thnk of is just watching a movie, and laying with your girl/guy.  Romantisicm comes in many different forms.  You just have to be able to know and appreciate the guesture that someone is trying to give you.  Music is romantic too.  Lots of music to set the mood and what not.  A kiss on the cheek, a kiss on the forehead, or a passionate kiss on the lips.  So many loving ways to express your love for someone.  So little ways for some people to understand it.  Which is sad really.  I know i'm only 15, you don't have to tell me.  I know most 15 year old guys don't really think about this kind of thing, but I do.  I would try sometimes, but I have a emotionally wounded heart.  Sigh.  Its okay though, but I know that I won't have a girl during highschool, which pains me a little.  When I think about that, I just look at the ground and sigh a long sigh.  I know thre are some people that like romantics out there.  So tell me, what kind of guy/girl are YOU looking for? 

Not much to say about school, actually.  My classes are as follows:  1st period, woodshop.  2nd period, algebra( I have to take this class again because I really slacked off in freshman year ), 3rd period, earth science, ( I need to take this class for the same reason ), and 4th period, is P.E.  I have no problem with that class, reall.  I actually get to talk to people I know, not like in all of my other classes.  In 1st to 3rd, I barely talk to anyone, since i dont have any of my friends in those classes.  And they are all really boring so far.  I keep getting scared that when I start to make things in woodshop, that I might cut off a finger or something, lol.  The only things I really look forward to are, nutrition break, which is right after 1st period, lunch, right after 3rd, P.E., and then coming home so I can talk to Lynne!  :-)  And talk to, Kitty, lilmama, d, lionel, justme, justsomegirl, and everyone else that i cant think of right now, lol.  sorry!  But you know who you are.  My arms really hurt right now, from lifting those weights at the wieght room that one day in pe class.  Well, cya

Do you have a bestfriend that you tell every little secret, and every little detail?  I bet you might have a bestfriend, but still cant tell everything.  If you can find someone that you can feel connected to, and have no problem telling personal tidbits of your life, and your inner most secrets, you better cherish that friend.  Every inch of that person.  In my fifteen and a half years of life I have not been able to tell anyone anything about my life.  Because doing so makes me crumble on the inside.  I have all these bottled up feelings, thoughts, and memories inside me and no one to share them with.  But that has changed recently.  There was someone who I could tell the thing that has brought me the most pain I have ever felt in my life.  There was someone who cared.  There was someone who listened.  I told those things even though they brought tears to my face.  Lynne.  Thank you for listening, thank you for caring, and thank you for being sensitive and loving.  I say this word of thanks to you.

My site here at blogdrive has started to become a great one.  And I can mainly thank one person.  Lynne.  My jie jie, you have helped me make my wonderful site.   Xie xie so much from your di di.  See you soon, lynne.  Thanks to all the other people that helped me too, you know who you are.  Thanks everyone.